GReen pRincess kAth..

I made a poem for you.. bati na tau :).. peace .. Sorry if I am really stubborn at times.. Minsan di ko naiisip if it’s right to be so open to you, kasi madalas namimiss interpret mo ko.. I want you to know that I always believe in you, marami ako naririnig but I always / i will always choose to listen to your side of the story.. Our friendship will always be treasured:)

I hope you will appreciate my poem, I really made it just to say I appreciate YOU.. MY YATS ( code q yan 4 u) SOrRy NA?????

“MY YATS”

A mysterious guy..

That’s what you are to me!

Your humor makes me smile

Your eyes are what I like the most.

You as a person still surprise and amaze me

You became so close to me.

Closeness I did not expect,

Closeness that means a lot to me.

There’s a reason for what we are

I can’t explain the connection.

It doesn’t really  matter to us

NOW , is what we live for.

Special friends that’s what we are

Complications are the things we hate.

Our friendship seems to be different

Let’s promise to treasure it.

Enjoy whatever connection we have

Life is short to worry what people think about us

Laugh with me  now

Let’s see what tommorow unfold for our friendship:)

  I think i should share how i feel.. i had been into a 1 year and almost 5 months relationship, short ar long it doesn’t matter now..haha , The process of moving on has a kick! honestly it was the second time we broke up, but i have to say that this is for REAL. How do you say goodbye to someone you know you love but is strong enough to let you go?I may sound a little bit in mysery, but sharing how i feel is the best way i can let my emotions burst out.

    when we decided to part ways, it was an idea from me first, ” cool off ” as they say,i know exactly why i did that, but he never asked me again for the real reason, i said he changed a lot,, he said i also changed.. if there is one thing permanent in this life it is CHANGE. But i believe that love .. being inlove is a choice, for the second time he easily gave up, or maybe he has his own reasons which he never said to me. We compromise as friends, which is good at first..or i mean to settle things that night we broke up.

    and so here i am,back to my old self, single and available,,haha,,just kidding:p my process of moving on? oh common is there any? The first time it sinked in to me?? denial..haha.. the fairytale already end.. without any happy ending..haha, i have realized so many things of course i know from the start that he could also blame me for what happened to “us” but it was reality dictating that it was  our choice not to fight for each other.

           the process was like a dream.. it was like a nightmare.. how do you start forgetting someone who has been really nice to me and my family.. the answer is happiness, we are in a relationship to be happy.. to support each other, and somehow i would say that i lack giving him the support and time he asked me.. i have been unfair to the guy, but later on you realized that it’s better to let go not to hurt each other anymore. Then acceptance.. i myself have to accept the fact that we can’t be friends that easily.. there are emotional issues..whatever..then when i know that i initiated for it, i was the one having a hard time to move on.. yes, honestly, i believe that there is a time to weigh things for myself.. i was hurt to know that he already forget about me, well i don’t know but i would like to assume for all the things he did.. and i have been hearing, i know some guys really do moving on like a bliss, but definitely i will be really hurt to know that the guy is already seeing another girl.. i don’t know if that is intentional, i just don’t want to get into the details because officially we are not together anymore.

   A guy friend once asked me: ” Bakit ka nasasaktan at umiiyak kung ginusto mo/ nyo naman pareho un break-up nyo?” I say, “this is the first time i am feeling this way, this  is the first heart-break ever, i know i chose to go on with my life , but that doesn’t mean i do not care to the person in just a bliss.. it was just 2 or 3 weeks ago, i hope you understand where i am coming from..i am hurting because i believed that he really did love me.., if at the end of the day i proved myself wrong then i have to accept it. ” “masakit malaman na ung taong minahal mo eh kaya na ulit mag mahal ng iba” i am not saying he does coz he said he is not seeing anyone at the moment.. all i want is for him to be honest, no questions ask. i know he doesn’t have to do it anymore and i can accept it..but please stop showing as if you are clueless.

  As ive’d said moving on is a process.. i leave each day at a time, it’s hard when i see everything that reminds me of him, the simple things that he did for me, all i can say is thank you, im looking forward for better days.. better me.. a new and improved kathy ..kaye..

  i can say that today.. after writing how i feel i am really going to move on! meet new friends.. live my life to the fullest! enjoy life!!

  i like to say thank you to my old and new found friends who never fails to cheer me up,, every rainy days in my life..

  i thank my parents.. my pops for always letting me see that life is not a fairytale.. my nanay who would make fun of my heart problem.

  to you.. who has been there for me lately.. you know who you are.. i appreciate all your efforts to brighten up my day even if we hardly see each other.. the care you have been showing .. even if you always say that i am “spoiled at bad girl” you always show that i can change for myself.. pssssttt.. thank you!

 to myself: hahaha… kaye.. kath..princess to my pops..grow up! make yourself a better woman. i am bruised but not totally broken, just pray to GOD. Love will come my way at the right time!

Second chance… me and him again.. trying to work out things all over again:) I believe that i should, I mean ” WE” should take the risk for our relationship .. since we both know that we still love and is “inlove” with each other! Life is short to be sad..live, laugh and love.. !

Yes, it’s official we broke up… We gave up… What an early major transition..hahha.. After 11 months of being together, we mutually decided to focus on our career.. me to work and him to his studies and being a varsity player.. It was not an easy decision .. It was even fast… Time for each other is the main reason.. it sound stupid… but TIME .. is the key for every relationship to work out..The good thing is we managed to settle things in a good way.. I know it’s hard for both of us.. but i just leave everything to fate and GOD. Letting go may seem hard.. but i know that slowly i will be okay. I have a very supportive family and friends and that’s enough for me as of the moment.

Life for me will go back to normal.. i learned so much from our relationship and that will i treasure forever. I will take my time.. and promise my self to be a better girl.. not only for myself but for the peole around me.
Live life to the fullest!!!! All the single ladies!!hahaha..muah..

Year 2008 is about to end,, a new chapter, year.. is about to unfold. Looking back 2008 has been a great year for me as well as to my family. There are so many things I have experienced this year and that includes success, love, rejection, and happiness.

This year I have my first ever relationship.,haha( that was and still is a major transition in my life..) February 24,2008.. Kath bloomed into a lady.. ( naks..) haha.. It is a major adjustment in my life, from being a spoiled brat to being patient,,haha.. no.. it’s the other way around?? just kidding.. I can say that I really matured in terms of understanding and loving someone imperfections. Conflicts also arises.. not from both of us (my boo and me) but from other people who judged our relationship. haha.. it was not a serious thing though.. age gap? I am for years older than him, it was not a problem to me and to  him but from other people..haha, People who know us will all agree that Jimbo is more matured to me in all aspect of the word. I am the kontrabida and he is the bida..haha,, Honestly, he’s been really patient with me.. and i appreciate him for that. Hopefully , after 10 months of being together we can still manage to get through every obstacle we need to face.

April 23, 2008 is harvesting all my hardwork in school,  I finally got my diploma.. and what makes it sweeter is the presence of my papae,, College life is a bitter sweet journey,, it’s the best chapter of my school days. I found my true friends in it.. I learned to value and live life to the fullest

The start of  not so pleasant experiences started when it’s time for me to find work.. haha.. it’s been a long  journey that taught me how hard reality bites.. It has been six months when I found the first job i’ved been looking for. In November 15,2008 , I became an HR staff of a family business named MALATE CONSTRUCTION AND DEVELOPMENT CORPORATION. a blessing that I am waiting before Christmas. For the first time I was paid for the money that i worked for. More than that it feels good to share my blessing to my family.

2008 is a big transition in my life.. a journey that is worth living.. Hopefully,2009  will be as good or  much better year for success, love, family happiness and much stronger faith in God.

    Huhuhu,,,,, im going to be a year older again!! And I must say.. Life is not a joke anymore. Pero it feels like I’m super young pa din??????????? hahaha,, ambitious!!

    Looking back, I can say that I am very lucky with what I have.. A supportive family who really understand me all the way. I have the best nanay and papa in the world!!.. My ninong who  still helps me .. financial support, a second father to me..love them so dearly!! And they are the reason why I love my life..

  My First love, hehehe.. Jimross , Yup, he’s the one .. right now, hoping it will last.. naks", I have no idea of what a  romantic relationship should be.. but seeing him tells me "IT MUST BE LOVE"… hahahaha….well, i share our story on my next post..All i can say is that he is a very nice guy.. ^_^

   My friends,, my bestfiends BHADZ AND KUA KEL…they know me so well.. that I can’t deny if there is something wrong.. I love them so much.. Thanks for  the patience… My Mama Miracle.. a second mom to us lalo na sakin.. She gives me so much advices about life.. A cool and sexy momma!! Ate Arlyn and Ate Beth.. my Ate’s … they care for me a lot and I really appreciate that.. Dhang.. my cuz.. who knows me inside out!! hahaha,,, my classmates and batchmates.. thanks for the real friendships.. I MISS ALL OF YOU!!  jEST.. a real friend.. siakol kami pareho… and I’m thankful na higit pa sa best friend ang tingin muh sakin.. Love yah.

     The people who changed my life..my Tatay’s in rehab…. I love you all.. Thanks for loving me kahit sandali lang ako nag ojt sa Bicutan.. I still hope to see all of you.. If ever sa labas sana ng rehab para happy na kayo.. Thanks for sharing all your stories .

       I want to thank God.. he is a good companion from the start pa lang.. In my 22 years of journey, He never fades in showing and making me feel Im well loved .. I love you.. And will cotinue to love you forever!!

     HAhaha.. Im being so dramatic na ba?? Pagbigyan na .. Bday ko ehh…

Thank you!! Hoping you will still be part of my Journey!!  Aja!!

There’s no doubt about it: falling in love is the most amazing, exciting, terrific, wonderful, outstanding . . . well, okay, you get the picture already. Falling in love is pretty doggone great. And if you’re wondering, there are tons of reasons to fall in love, too. Of course, if you’re looking for a reason to fall in love, my first question is this: why the heck do you need one, knucklehead?

Ah, but there are plenty of neigh-sayers out there who think that romantic ideas and falling in love is overrated. Romance is for fools, they say . . . and Cupid is never gonna catch me! They love their freedom, they cherish their independence, and they fawn over their self-reliance. So if you’re already in love, there’s no need to keep reading; this post is for the skeptics who need a little inspiration.

Need some reasons why falling in love is a smart move? Here’s a list of ten of them for you, but they certainly aren’t the only reasons why you should get involved in a romantic relationship or marriage as soon as possible. And for you romantic veterans who don’t need convincing, why not add a few reasons of your own in the comment section of this post? We’d love to hear from you.

And if this post does end up convincing you to give love a try, don’t go rushing out and falling head over heals for someone right away. Take your time, for crying out loud.

Top Ten Reasons Why You Should Fall In Love

1. Falling in love makes you smile all the darn time.

Ever seen the guy who’s always tackling everything life throws at him with optimism and a grin? Well that dude’s probably in love. And before you poke fun at him, you should know that you’re more likely to succeed at everything you do if you can tackle it with a smile on your face. So go ahead, stay away from love and keep frowning. Just get used to always being one step behind of the guy who’s in love and smiling.

2. Falling in love makes you better looking.

No, really, it does. And I’m not just talking about a healthy glow, either. When we’re in love, we’re more likely to take better care of ourselves, as you’ll see in number seven, and take more pride in our appearance. When you have a reason to look good, you do look good.

3. Falling in love makes you love yourself more, too.

Like we’ve said before, being in a romantic, loving relationship has a way of helping you to learn to love yourself, too. Most of us don’t realize that we have so many good qualities, and seeing ourself through the eyes of a person who is crazy about us can be one heck of an exhilarating experience.

4. Falling in love makes you richer.

This isn’t just our opinion. Countless studies have proved that people in long-term, committed romantic relationships go on to earn more than people who stay single. So if you won’t fall in love for your heart’s sake, do it for your wallet.

5. Falling in love makes you see stuff you didn’t notice before.

No, I don’t mean pink elephants or UFO’s. The stuff you notice when you’re in love was always there, you just never thought it was important enough to pay attention to before. When you’re truly in love you are able to take things slower, be more observant, notice more details, and have a greater understanding of things.

6. Falling in love makes you a nicer person.

This one is a no-brainer. It’s tough to be mean to everyone when there’s a wonderful person in your life who’s making every day special and exciting. I mean, it’s no cure-all if you’re a complete jerk, but it can at least take the edge off a little.

7. Falling in love makes you take better care of yourself.

Like I said in number two, falling in love makes you look better because it gets you in better shape. Being in love with someone is a great way to get motivated to become a healthier person, lose weight, and take better overall care of yourself. It won’t make you into a fitness guru or anything, but it’s easier to go for a jog when you know there’s a special person in your life.

8. Falling in love gives you something to dedicate yourself to.

It’s a little-known fact that having something to dedicate yourself to makes you more successful at everything you try to do. That something can be a concept or an idea, but it’s much better and more satisfying if it’s a person. And making the person you love proud of you is one heck of a great feeling.

9. Falling in love makes you grow up . . . in a good way.

Being more grown-up isn’t always a good thing . . . in fact, there are plenty of childlike qualities that go a long way to help a romantic relationship and make it more fun and exciting. But being in love will also make you more responsible, more mature, and more careful. And if you can master those qualities while still letting yourself have fun, you’ll have one heck of a great relationship.

10. Falling in love makes you live longer.

Don’t take our word for it. It’s, like, totally common knowledge that people who are in long-term, loving relationships simply live longer than people who aren’t. Want to live to see your 100th birthday? Then you better start looking for that special someone to celebrate it with.